My blog isn’t always funny, cheery or anything that would ever make any reader ever come back to it. BUT IT’S MY BLOG, so sometimes I have to throw some crap up in the mix that means nothing to anybody but myself… cuz that’s why I have a blog right?
The word family to me is a BIG, FAT JOKE! I’m not talking about my precious, beautiful family that I have here ~ my husband, my son, my daughter… I’m talking basically about the other family… the extended family.
I’m not fortunate enough to have a good, close, loving family. That just doesn’t exist for us. We have the occasional callers, the people who use you because they need something and then the people who FU&$ you right up the ass. Yeah, if you can’t tell I’m pretty pissed off. Dreams are shattered, stress is bellowing and I have to figure out how to make things right.
If I am absent from my blog for a while, just know that I’m working on things. If I’m not tweeting, I’m working on things.
I will be okay. I just need to remember that my husband and my kids are the ONLY thing in this entire world that matters. It’s unfortunate when life that’s going so well suddenly throws a tornado at you… a tornado that flips everything out of control.
Just breathe, Amanda, just breathe.
you know how to reach me if you ever need to talk… anytime. Love ya!
I have these moments too. I had one with my mother-in-law just the other day. I seriously wanted to smack her.
Breathing is good, and I know from Twitter that you know how to turn it into a positive attitude and that is a gift! It's sometimes SO hard to do.
I hope it gets better! And at least you know what's important – God and your little family.
Danget why does family suck so bad sometimes! you do have one thing to be really thankful for… you have an amazingly beautiful primary family…I can't say the same for everyone else but, your primary family is so incredible… so at least you don't have to worry about them.