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30 Days of Truth ~ Day 2

Posted on August 12, 2010 by Amanda

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Something you love about yourself ~

Everybody on this earth has had a screwed up childhood in some way or another. Mine consisted of an extreme amount of unstableness, and a whole lot of other crap that I could dwell on for the rest of my life…. which of course would only cause my future to be as ridiculous as my past.

What I love is that I honestly don’t care. I can forget about whatever has happened to me in the past and focus on my present and my future. I don’t allow my childhood or my past to shape who I am today. I make the choice on whether I want things to effect me in a positive or negative way, and which way do you think I choose? Um…. basically I’m choosing happiness and success over dwelling, hatred and self pity.

And it feels good.

And I love this about me that I can CHOOSE to not allow my childhood or my past to effect who I am now.

30 Days of Truth ~ Day 1

Posted on August 11, 2010 by Amanda

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Some extremely awesome and amazing bloggers are doing this thing called 30 Days of Truth…. and I love the idea, so I’m jumping aboard.

Day 1 ~ Something I Hate About Myself

Lordy ~ I’ve pondered this one for a while now. I ended up deciding not to go with something physical and do something on the inside…. something I hate about myself, but something I most definitely can fix, but until I face the music and admit to thing I hate about myself I’ll never fix it.

I am the queen of screwing myself over. I for some weird and extremely strange reason put things off until sometimes it’s too late. Okay, I said it! That feels a tad bit better.

I guess you can call it procrastination.  I do tend to procrastinate a tad and probably get this from my mother, because she is QUEEN of procrastination.

Here’s what I don’t get….. why don’t I just do things right away and be done with them so I don’t have to WORRY about them.  Worrying is something I hate to do, so while I tend to procrastinate, I in turn make myself worry and I hate this about myself!

I’ve tried to just take care of things as soon as they enter my mind, and it’s going to be a while of trying to practice this new life bettering idea before I make it a habit.  But I hate that I do this to my life.  I don’t want to procrastinate anymore!