SVT during CHD Week

With all this heart talk can you believe that since October 2007 we have lived like we do not have a cardiac baby. They put Ella on medication that regulated things, she never went into SVT. It was like the miracle drug until she got ahold of it. In July 2009 Miss Ella got ahold of her medication and drank it….. almost died. It was the scariest moment of my life! You can read all about that {HERE}. After her overdose we ended up taking her off of all medications to see how she would do.


Ella has had this horrible cold since Friday of last week. She had high fevers, horrible cough, and all around it has just down right SUCKED. Yesterday this cold took a different turn for us, and right now I’m just extremely thankful that I became aware in time of what was going on.


She came up and hugged me, I could feel her heart pounding out of her chest. I asked Gino where the stethoscope was and then listened. I told him to get up and come listen, and of course he thought I was overreacting, but her heart was FAST. He wanted her taken in immediately, so I went upstairs, got dressed, got Ella some clothes and called the doctor. They had me come down and Ella was still in good spirits and acting like nothing was wrong. This is why I believe we recognized this right away, because she finally started getting pale around the time that we got there.


The doctor checked her heart rate and with the first machine they couldn’t pick anything up, and that’s because that machine only monitors up to 200 beats per minute. Well, there’s a huge sign she’s in SVT. So they get another device and were picking it up at around 250 BPM. So, they were already prepared with 2 bags of ice and that’s when they suffocated her with them.


Oh, my poor, poor baby girl. The last time they did this she was only a couple of months old, this time she’s 2 1/2! She was screaming and saying COLD! My heart was breaking, but thankfully her heart was shocked back into normalcy.


In the event that the ice didn’t work, she would have had to be admitted, and IV stuck into her (which is EXTREMELY difficult to do when in SVT) and had adenosine pushed into her veins to try to kick her heart into normalcy. In the event that doesn’t work they’ve had to get the crash cart and shock her back into normalcy that way. The last time they did that she was 7 weeks old and her organs were shutting down, they had no choice.


I’m relieved that Ella is back on her medication, so hopefully we don’t have to go through this again. This time the medication is being kept up VERY HIGH. Think above the refrigerator high… there will be no more overdoses on flecainide!


So, during CHD week I was reminded that I do indeed have a cardiac baby.  And while most days she seems like the healthiest, most vibrant little toddler out there, she’s not.  But this condition makes her that much more special, and has helped me to grow even more as a mother.

Both pictures were taken after she was converted out of SVT ~ we are so blessed.
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Letters for my babies

Dear Jayden,


Last night your dad and I were talking about how special you are. I know that every parent in the world thinks their kids are special, have a special soul, but we’re not the only ones that see it with you. Your soul is different, Jayden. Most kids your age aren’t concerned with the things you’re concerned about. Most kids your age aren’t as loving as you are. Your boyscout pack leader tonight told me how sweet and special you are. Jayden, your soul is so pure and I find it hard to think that it could ever change…. I told your pack leader, hey we just might have the next prophet right here. I love you, Jayden. You brighten my world and make my heart sing. I want you to know that I will ALWAYS be here for you… no matter what. You will always be my baby.


Love, Mama






Dear Ella,


I just want you to know that you are a complete joy to my life. I catch myself just staring at you while smiling. I catch myself praying to Heavenly Father just to thank Him for
blessing me with you. I tell you all day long that you and your brother are my best friends. Ella, I just absolutely adore you and I want you to always know that. I want you to always know that you are so special to me and I will ALWAYS be here for you…. no matter what.


Love, Mama

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The neighbors… oh how we love them! ;)

Me & Celeste out on the town for my 27th B/day

The story eventually had to come here. Back in September 2007 we moved into our home. We don’t own it, it’s not even a house… it’s a townhouse (individually owned) and we’ve always loved it.  When we first moved in of course we’d see our neighbors… a casual wave but then there was “THE” neighbors.


Celeste… I know you’re totally laughing right now as you’re reading this!


Right next door was this girl that was blonde, drove a convertible mustang and we NEVER said hi to each other, looked at each other… and in all actuality we just rolled our eyes when we saw the other.  We really didn’t like each other at all…. yet, we didn’t know each other.  I never introduced myself, and she never introduced herself.  


Then she got pregnant.  I casually talked to her about her pregnancy, nothing more.  


Then she had the baby… I made her dinner, started going over and talking with her.  And dang it… we’d wasted SO MUCH TIME not liking each other, because in all actuality WE WERE JUST ALIKE!  


A year ago she gave me the heartbreaking news that they were moving… not far, but moving.  There was no more convenience to our friendship anymore.  When that happens, and your life is busy you grow apart, and that’s sad, but that’s life.


Not us.  I’m actually gonna have to say that we’ve grown even more closer since she moved.  Our girls ABSOLUTELY love each other.  She has become one of my closest friends…and IS my closest friend in Oregon.  I absolutely adore her!


So, when she ended up having to move out of her dream house, and creepy pimp neighbor gave his notice she decided SHE’S COMING HOME!!!!!!  My Oregon BFF is going to be living RIGHT NEXT DOOR!  I can knock on my wall and she can come over…. our girls can play EVERY, SINGLE DAY!  


Can ya tell I’m excited?  I always think it’s so funny that we were so stand offish with each other at first only to become so close in the long run.


Now that these two girls are living right next to each other… you can probably expect a lot of blogging both here and over at {A Life Full of Ruthie} about us catching them doing things like this…. hey, since their mamas aren’t cleaning the bathrooms while visiting… somebody’s gotta do it!

On a side note… yes, this means there will no longer be any blogging about crazy pimp neighbor. HE’S FINALLY GONE!

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A Mortifying Parent Moment

Being a mom comes with a whole bunch of mortifying experiences. Situations that make you want to crawl in a hole and not come out for a very, very long time.


Today one of those happened to me.  As my fingers tap against these keys I still want to hide my face.


There was a knock on the door.  Normally, if you don’t call I don’t answer the door.  That’s just how it goes ~ so if you’re in my area and reading this… TAKE NOTE.  And after reading this you’ll understand why.


Well, today I had this feeling that I needed to answer it.  I’m glad I did, because it was my landlord and I really needed to talk to him. 


I picked up Ella and answered the door, stood outside with her and spoke to the man.  We were exchanging phone numbers {funny how we didn’t have each other’s phone number huh?} and so I stuck Ella back inside. When I came back in from my conversation with him, Ella was standing in my living room with a shirt on.  And that’s it.  No Pull Up, no panties, no pants… her bottom half was BUTT NAKED!


Panic went through my entire body…. did I really just hold my daughter outside, while she had nothing on?????  I had to know, so I called my landlord {since I now have his phone number} and asked.  YUP!  I apologized and said I really had no clue!!!!  HOLY CRAP.


And that my friends… is the life of a mother.


And this mother is MORTIFIED!

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This Time it’s Ella Says….

Normally it’s Jayden that says the things that make us spit what’s in our mouths out…. or want to crawl in a hole mortified because of it’s timing. Not this time, people. Oh no. This time it was all Ella.


I have taught Ella the correct names of her private parts. I think it’s very important for her to know these things and not have pet names for them.


We’re in the middle of church and Ella says to Gino:


Daddy, do you have a gina? She doesn’t say the va before the gina yet… but that was enough for a cover her mouth really quick kind of thing.


And thank goodness no one heard… at least I hope no one heard!

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Another Year… Another Decade… Another Recap

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This isn’t only the close of another year, but another decade. A decade that for me seem to fly by too quickly. Let’s first do a breakdown on 2009:


Recapping on this year that almost seems like a blur, a few things stand out in my mind.

  • Once again, we almost lost our precious Ella this time to a MAJOR accident. She overdosed on her heart medication, but thankfully right after she received her blessing from dear friends in our church she did nothing but get better. There was a horribly, scary chance that she wouldn’t make it.

  • Jayden started 2nd Grade! The teacher that he started out with was absolutely WONDERFUL! But budget cuts made it so that there were over 30 kids in his class, so the school made a decision and some kids went to a 1st/2nd grade mixed class…. Jayden was chosen and went back to his 1st Grade teacher!!! I absolutely LOVE Mrs. Roberts and even though at first this change was a little irritating, we all adjusted well.

  • Gino has dedicated himself to going to the gym EVERY, SINGLE DAY! I have to say I am beyond excited for him.

  • Gino and I partnered with a company that is exploding in our life! I can’t even begin to describe the success that we now have at our finger tips. We are with a telecommunications company that only continues to go up during our economy. We feel EXTREMELY grateful that this was placed in our lives. If you are currently unhappy with your current JOB (you know, Just Over Broke) or are open to making extra income VERY PART TIME then get in touch with me. My goal this year is to get as many moms and dads out of the corporate world, home with their families, and having financial freedom.

  • Last but definitely not least…. we have learned in the last month of this year that we will be welcoming a new baby into our family in 2010!!!

Now on to the decade…..


2000: We met
2001: We had our first son
2004: We got married
2006: Our marriage was tested, but we prevailed. We got pregnant     w/our 2nd baby… only to lose
her before she was born. Then got pregnant with our 3rd baby… Miss Ella
2007: Welcomed our baby girl Ella into the world. Discovered how precious life is as we almost
lost her to her heart problem.
2009: Partnered with a multi-billion dollar company that is changing our lives. Found out that we will be having
yet another little Garibay in our world


This past decade has definitely been based around our family. Learning who we are. Growing together instead of apart.


This decade that we are entering into is going to be the decade that we make a bang! It’s going to be the decade where we focus on personal growth. Where we gain complete financial freedom. Where we change not only our life for the better but the lives of all our children and their children to come. And I’ll be blogging my way through it all.

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Take a Moment… treasure your babies

Sometimes in life things just don’t go the way you planned them out. You may see things one way, and other people see them another. Maybe you’re right… maybe they’re right. At the end of the day it doesn’t matter. 

Today in the havoc of drama that just makes my head spin and really question people that are in my life, a mother lost her baby.  Her 2 year old son was ripped from her life in a horribly tragic way.  It sure makes you stop and appreciate what you do have.  I have embraced my kids and loved their smiles, their hugs and their giggles tonight.  I’ve mourned with a woman I’ve never met, because that’s what our twitter and blog world does.  We mourn together, we cry together, we get through life together.

Tonight…. I’m going to shut this computer, take a moment to treasure my babies, light a candle and say a prayer for Shellie @Military_Mom 



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And remember my baby girl in heaven
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One Proud Mama…. and toddler too!

I am up earlier than usual on a Monday. See, normally I don’t get up until the alarm goes off, and Monday is a late start day at Jayden’s school….. BUT! I had to get on here and blog about our first night making Ella STAY in her bed.

I blogged last night on how she had gone in there fell asleep on her own and how proud I was of her. Shortly after that blog we heard her crying. So, Gino went upstairs and got her. Technically I should went up and made her stay in there, but that’s not what happened. Instead, she layed on the couch and feel back asleep.

THEN! We took her upstairs and instead of throwing her in our bed I put her in her’s. She woke up and started crying and I reminded her that she was being a big girl and was going to get a sticker for being such a big girl! She nodded her head and said okay, hugged her bobby and went to sleep.

It lasted about 15 minutes…. then she started crying for Mommy. So, I went in, comforted her and reminded her that she’s being a big girl! She said ok and pointed to Jayden’s bed and said MAMA! Okay, I layed down in Jayden’s bed so she felt comforted for about 20 minutes. In that 20 minutes she woke up once and I heard her say “OH!” Like a oh, okay, she’s still here! And heard her turn over and I vacated the room.

And 7am is when she woke up!

She got out of bed yelling I DID IT!!!!!! She was so proud of herself…I just loved it and felt so good inside!

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